Have you ever listened to a beautiful song, or seen a heart-wrenching performance and felt your heart melt?
Only, you quickly realize the amazing person is dead and will never do anything more lovely than slowly rotting in a grave?

Were you ever constantly surrounded by people who you loved and admired, who cared for you as well?
Only, the older you get, the more you realize they are all seem to strive to make you feel terrible about yourself?

Have you ever known somebody who was madly in love?
Only, you didn't want to crush their happiness by saying that they were acting like a poor little Juliet?

Have you ever noticed you're old friends are slipping away from you?
Only, you're sort of happy to feel like you have nobody left?

I love life and am happy. My only regret so far is that I didn't hurt her worse when I had the chance (no matter how mean that sounds now)

I won't be able to upload anything for a while due to lack of scanner...